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Wednesday, March 18, 2009  13 March 2009(Fri) was the last day of Republic Polytechnics' enrollment exercise and that week too, I made the heartbreaking decision to pass up on this promising opportunity which I've been yearning for since I graduated with my O'levels. :( I do realize it's not the end of the world, i mean, it's not like there isn't an alternative and i know, my options are extensive to begin with, unquestionably. Thing is, despite the boundless measures I've taken to reason with myself, it seems to pain me all the same everytime I dwell on it. I loathe the fact that I didn't have a choice, that it was all unjust for me! argh! Just why oh why does it have to end like this?? *sigh* Anyhow, it's been slightly past a week now since I last set my mind to that verdict and i must say i'm affably impressed with my current progress amidst all these tension, running in my veins. I should have given more credit to myself before, coz I never thought I would have been able to convince my thoughts away from a nervous collapse as successfully as I had fared. I'm well over it now, i could say. :) At the moment, I'm anxiously awaiting a pending application for a part-time pre-sch teaching diploma course which i've sent out to Ngee Ann polytechnic two Sundays ago though i'm feeling a hint of relief, eversince my kindhearted boss graciously agreed to release my Saturdays, just so that I could pursue my part-time academics. Nice, isn't it? And for a while, I thought I would have to quit and go on a 5 day/week job hunting spree during this recession period, in order to cater my time for school, heh! Matter of fact, his offer came to me as my first and sole good news by far, especially after the draining string of setbacks that's been pouring on me one after another and I do hope it's the initial sign of sunny days ahead. It really warms me to know that i've got such a humble samaritan for an employer, you know, I can never be any picky. I sincerely pray that NP's got room for me, at least, i could finally set myself at ease if that turns out the case. Otherwise, fret not, I've thought up a plan B, though it's the last straw, it's fail-proof, certainly!hee. Oh yes, i've really been exploring my options of late, every bit of it, down to the tiniest detail. I can't afford to waste any more of my precious time! The world's spinning in a blur and i desperately need to buck up quick. I truly wana upgrade, so wish me luck ya! :D PS: See that picture of us above?hee. I like! I love you okie my cookie monster? Heaps much! *bluek* :p |
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